Unexplained...

I wish i couldn't feel pain...its too hard to deal with, i cant keep going on like this. i feel like I'm just slipping farther away from me. I'm trying to hold on to this life, but the pain keeps tearing me away and its time i stop trying to hold on. let me be, theres nothing left for me. let me slip away and fall to my knees. holding on to the last thing i have, i let go of this breath. now theres nothing more i need.