Timo, I wish you a lot of strength. I don't want to say I know how you feel 'cause I'm not going through the same as you, but next year I will feel the lonelyness like you are feeling as part of the sacrifice you're doing for the sake of your future. I have no idea what to say because it is very difficult to be far from your family and friends. But we have to be strong and we should go on. Be optimistic for this strive will finish positively for you and the ones you love.