Wantin is waitin

I lay in my bed wanting sleep,

wanting the pain to go away,

but it does not come.

it wont let me.

the devil is waitiing for me

in his home in the ground.

i wonder this evil world

with my darkness beside me.

my darkness always wanting me dead.

i close my eyes

as the clock chimes

that midnight has passed.

my parents are siting there, upstairs,

yelling again

because i am a bad kid.

no one cares for angeline,

caz i am no angel.

but i guess

i can only be myself

when our earth is set on fire.

the heaven\'s rain will pore

with no end.

life on our earth

will start over.

u may not care

for me...

but care for her

caz in the end

she is all u got.

to want her life

is to wait for it.