As I grow older,
I understand more about what reality is like.
When I was little all I wanted was to be a house wife and a mother to four beatiful childeren,
then reality hit me.
This isn\\\'t the 20\\\'s or 30\\\'s its the 2000\\\'s.
Instead of being everything others wanted me to be,
I was who I wanted to be except the fact from a rapist i have a son who\\\'s almost three.
What a beatiful child,but when i look at him I remember I was tooken advanage of.
My family still loves me my friends are with me,
but my boyfriend ran off and accused me of sleeping with a horrible man.
If I could tell him the truth I would be happy.
No more worring about untruthful things,
This man my boyfriend was my lover,my friend, a shoulder to cry on,and the worlds greatest guy.
But now he thinks am trash.
I won\\\'t go to college or do any of my goals in life so he thinks,
But right now today I make a vow to do all my goals with friends as supporters by my side.
Who knows after completeing all my goals i might meet a great guy who won\\\'t judge me for something that wasn\\\'t my fault.
*This poem is talking about my ex boyfriend since then i have found the love of my life*
