This is wat i am, this is wat i\'ll never be

Help,
is the word she screams,
so death,
is of whst she dreams,

Life,
is wat she hates,
so depression,
is wat this makes,

Friends,
are of wat she cares,
so hurt,
is of wat she\'s scared,

Lonely,
os how she feels,
so cuts,
are wat heals,

Happy,
she will never be,
this girl,
is but of course me.