Loss

LOCKED UP IN A CELL AND I CANT EVEN ASK WHY

I KNOW WHAT I DID TO GET HERE BUT IT STILL HURTS

INSIDE...I LEFT BEHIND TWO KIDS AND A BEAUTIFUL..

WIFE AND WITHOUT THEIR SUPPORT HOMIE...

I'M STRUGGLING TO SURVIVE...I PROMISED MY

KIDS ID ALWAYS BE AROUND...GOD DAMN... IT

HURTS TO KNOW THAT I LET EM DOWN...ALL I CAN

PICTURE IS THOSE TEARY EYES HUGGING ME FOR

THE VERY LAST TIME SCREAMING WHY....I CHOSE

TO LIVE THAT GANG BANG LIFE WITHOUT EVER

WONDERING FOR ONCE...WHAT ABOUT MY KIDS

AND WIFE...NOW I UNDERSTAND THE MEANING

OF LIFE....I SHOULD HAVE KEPT MY FAMILY CLOSE

AND HELD THEM TIGHT...TOLD THEM I LOVED THEM

EACH MOMENT AND KISSED THEM EVERY NIGHT...

NOW I SIT HERE WIPING THE TEARS FROM MY EYES...

THE REGRETS I HAVE NOW IS WHATS KILLING ME INSIDE...

NAW FORGET THAT....THE DAY I LOST MY KIDS AND MY WIFE...

IS THE DAY I DIED....