Not Quite Gone

Without my breath gravitating
Without slowly fading
I wish I could be gone
Doesn't matter if to nothing
Or to something better
I just don't want to be here
Want to leave without disgrace
To a place with nothing
Don't want to care so much
About people
About me
About being perfect making people happy or at least trying
It sounds like giving up
And if it is then thats what i want
So here i am going
But not quite gone