What if?(a short essay)

I don't know why, but I'm drowning in jealousy right now. I already
had admit the fact that you're really not mine, but the emotions inside me is
just too strong for me too fight.
Confusing--- that's how I describe the way we are. Sometimes, you're
just too damn sweet to me. You give me care that only a boyfriend could give.
You show me love that only a lover could show. We do even kiss for heaven's sake!
I know deep in my heart that you love me too. A love that is not just meant for a
friend, and that is the one big problem-- were best friends. We can talk about
anything under the moon. We don't hide anything from each other. The friendship
we have isn't worth the risk, you said. But what if we can make it through?
We just need to show the true feelings that we have for each other. I
need to let you know that I love you so. You don't have to look far to find treasure.