The One I\'m In Love Wit

I put my heart upon the line
But you act like you didnt care
You playin wit my heart
And it's far too much to bare
Yea I still love you
But I refuse to be hurt
I tried for a second chance
I tried to make it work
You ripped my heart out
And dissed me for my friend
You grab her like you used to grab me
Now all we got is just pretend
I hold back my tears
Cuz I know once I start that I wont stop
But I cant hold it in foreva
So now Im gonna let it all out
When I see yall in tha hall
On the inside it feels like I'm dieing
Even though we not together
I still find myself cryin
Wat we had was special
You aint neva gon have it wit any one else
I waz always there for you
But now I cant even be here for myself
It's funny when I think back
When I tried to believe that I didnt love you any more
When I knew it was a lie
Because I love you more than you'll eva kno
The thing that hurts the most
Is that I did this all to you before
But all dis is killing me
And I just dont have nothing more
Im trying to let you go
But I just cant find myself to do it
The thing that makes it hard
Is that you're the one I'm in love with