I am so scared to love him even though we was in love before. I left you behind but not this time. I am scared to get hurt in deal with the pain . I want you to be my man more then anytihng . But girls are on you and I am scared you\\\'ll leave me for one of them . Thats why I am so scared to let you even come nere me . Your the only one for me we are meant to be but I am afraid that I cant trust you and that you\\\'ll cheat on me . I love you but I cant let you know. It my secret for now I got to keep it on the low.
