Quick Ending

Pain
a life in vain
trying to hide
knowing they lied
crying at night
after every f@cking fight
no one to listen
what in life is missin'?
a heart and soul
nothing but a big black hole
what's left but hate?
what's my fate?
am i to die alone and scared
it's all my fault that no one cared
never showing my feelings
cutting just seemed so appealing
the pain outside
masking what's inside
it never occured to me
that i couldn't be free
from all the things i felt
i feel my life just slowly melt
fading quickly the blood flows free
this is the end of pitiful me
so here i am
ending this scam
what people call life
i call strife
final breath
not life but death.