Truth be told Iâ??ve tried my best to be who Iâ??m not anymore,
Desolating from existence, trying to feel what Iâ??ve felt before.
Loving no one, hating me, never once being able to see
All the people standing there holding out their hands for me.
Pushing them away from me, trying to save them from the darkened sea.
Teary-eyed and dying inside, growing colder and drifting by.
I never wanted you to see what I was, and what I wanted to be.
My past, the secret, hidden deep, remaining there one day to creep, back into my mind.
The memories, too much to bear, shallowed in the darkness that surrounds me like a distant shadow.
Forevermore shall they remain buried in the emptiness of fading memories.
No sensation, deteriation from all I thought I knew.
Bring me down, onto the ground with your hate, my enemy.
Make me feel something real, beat me till Iâ??m nothing.
Bring me back to no tomorrow, living inside, with all my sorrows.
Where the world casesâ?? to exist in the eyes of the beholder.
Weeping along with mystic willows, the Heavenâ??s seem so near.
I feel so close, yet so distant from everything you are.
I am nothing...
