As i sit here and stare at this object
so shinny
so cold to the touch
Its a perfect fit
Its fits in my plam
So many things i have done wrong
Its there and so are its excesories
Its waiting
its right in front of me
Its a perfect fit to my palm
all of the things i have done wrong
My daddy didnt hide it well
My mom is why my eyes swell
my friends wouldnt care
so thats why its there
Its one grab away
i can hear every word its going to say
Its you that made me feel this way
As it still sits in front of me
I reach for it nice and slow
But wait is it my time to go
NO one cares no ones ever there
So i guess so
I feel the cold of its touch
I feel it on my lips
Then theres a click
and out went my hips
My knees hit the floor
Someone opend there bedroom door
I fall down
I wont get back up
Its over
Its done
I bleed
but i dont feel
i bleed but i cant see
i cant see whos standing above me
I cant hear what they are going to say
I\'ve done it
its over for good
I used That gun
and now my life is done............
