Suffer in sin

I cried for nights and let it out
i wanted to win witout doubt
you turned me down
and i just gave in
i never though this pain would win
i looked to the dagger
it was my only excuse
and the only way i was loved
was through abuse
i suffer in sin
and died in tragedy
and through all these days i was never happy
the dark made me smile
the light made me frown
i was scared to wake up in the morning
knowing that was going to happen
i shaked nights on end
but when i went to school my life was all pretend
why god gave me this life i wont know
why wont this pain just let me go
the black weed grow around me ankles
and pull me down
im stuck in this jungle with no way out!