The Battle

Everyday I have to
fight myself to find
some peace within.
I have to choose between
a piece of mind
or one of my dear friends .

This battle I'm fighting
started because I wanted to
stand up on my own .
I was tired of living a phony life,
with everything going wrong .

I've been knocked down over
and over again .
A numerous amount of times.
I only withstood the pressure it brought by hoping that
a blessing would unwind.

But stupid is as stupid does,
and stupidity is no more .
My blessings are counted
before I sleep to open up
heaven's doors.

Walk with me, talk to me.
I pray to only God.
Because the battle I'm fighting
is no longer mine,
It's now the lord's problem to solve .