Silence
Iâ??m thinking
Listening to your ridicule
I know the words donâ??t mean anything
But itâ??s
So hard
Everyday
To ignore
Your words
I think
To myself
And wonder
If your words are true
They make me want
To leave
To scream
To cry
To cut
Anything
Just to make you shut up
I think
Of the possibilities
And I know you are right
I hate myself
I hate living
Because I know
That while I live
Those words speak true
Fat
Ugly
Stupid
Huge
Dirt
Wimp
Confused
These are a few
The words you speak
To me
Iâ??m sick of it
Iâ??m sick of living
Iâ??m sick of feeling this way
In the end
You were right
I was all those things
And more
You took my friends
You told the truth
I guess you were
The perfect person
This is my agony
This is my despair
Itâ??s true
Thanks to you
__ For my hell day at school where two girls made my life true hell. Thanks to you, Danielle, and Lacy. No thanks to my â??friendâ?? Sarah who just sat there and laughed at the entire thing. And yet she â??always has my backâ??. __
