EMPTY SPACE

I'll cry under the shower ,
i'll do some crying in the rain .
But nobody is this world
Will notice i'm in pain .

i've got to keep it to myself -
i mustn't let it show .
That i'm hurt -
No one may ever know .

They still have to believe
That I am very strong .
So showing my weakness
Would be so wrong .

And I just can’t help it
That sometimes I have to cry .
It even happens without a reason
And I can keep asking why .

But the answer stays unknown .
Tears just running down my face .
And inside of me I feel
This crazy empty space .

And no matter how I try -
I can’t seem to fill it in .
I always seem to lose –
Not once I can win .

And I really tried
To give up the fight .
I sweat , bled and crawled
Just to make it right .

Nothing seemed to help –
No one seemed to care .
I’m trying to get to above
While they’re already there .

Every body’s pushing me down –
Not one is lending me a hand .
We’ll see who’ll be happy
When I’m the only one who’ll stand .