Desolation

Filled with desolation
tears rain from my eyes
ready to give up this fight
which comes as no surprise.
yearning and longing
to be rid of this pain
but no outlet works
and slowly i go insane
emotional and weary
i lay down in bed
wondering if the pain would cease
if only i was dead.
but i cant let go
i have to see about tomorrow
waiting on the day
that will end my sorrow.