If you bring a blade to my skin
I won't feel a thing
The scars I don't mind
I just want the sting
Nights like these
When I'm all alone
My soul turns to dust
And my heart turns to stone
I have someone to talk to
My one and only friend
Help me through this
Help me bring my end
When the sky is black
And no one is there
I sit upon my bed
With a cold and lonely stare
My depression sets in
And I can't help but think
I turn numb, distant and bitter
Then my heart begins to sink
Don't tell me who I am
And don't tell me who I should be
You don't know what it's like
Because you're not me
Can't you respect who I am
Or is that asking too much
I long for that loving heart
That warm welcoming touch
Something you can never fulfill
No matter how much I try to kill this pain
You keep bringing it back
Over and over again
I'm just too lost
To ever be found
Or maybe no one is looking
Because no on really wants me around
For when these nights come
This is all I need
Don't tell me I can't die
Don't tell me I can't succeed
For now I know how
Just cut deeper and deeper till I hit a vein
And when I finally cut through one
I will no longer feel this pain
I take the razor
And drag it across my pale skin
My battle is finally over
And now I will win...
