I don't want to

I try with all my might
I try to do what's right
Good things always keep avoiding me
Pain in my soul
Because it seems the devil
Loves my company

God is more than a man
How I love His unchanging hand
He's the reason I'm renewed
The sin rolling in
Here I go again
But God's love I know is true

God knows that I'm unfaithful
I know it kills Him inside
To know that I am sometimes happy
Living the devils lie

God knows I don't want to do this anymore
I can't let the devil be the reason why
Every time I walk out of the church doors
I'm dying a little more inside
I don't want him to take away my life
God, I'm just so tired.....I don't want to fight

Sometimes I feel it in the air
Even then, I still don't care
About what's happening to me
Sometimes I can feel the devil kiss my cheek
Because he knows when I'm weak
However, I acknowledge it reluctantly
Will it be too late
I know I don't have long
God will not continue to allow me to do wrong
I know it quite well
If I don't stop, I'm going to hell

I don't want to do wrong anymore
I seem to keep finding a reason why
Even when I try to close the door
I seem to die a little more inside
I don't want satan to take my life
Please God, make me right

I don't want to do this................