Why?

What does it matter?
Why should you care?
Trust me I looked,
you were never there.
I sat in silence hoping someday,
that you'd know how I felt, but today is not that day...
You've made it clear, I've run out of time,
this time you're the one who said the goodbyes...
I hear everybody's lies,
the don't see the tears I cry,
Today is the day,
the day I die!