Abyss

Why do I feel
Like I've fallen into a black hole?
No one can help me
Or even save my soul.

No one can make
All this pain fade away
No one can hear me
Or respond to what I say.

No one understands me
Better then you
No one is here
Not even you.

Where are you?
The only one I can trust
Everything around me
Is turning to dust

The hole is getting smaller
My surroundings are all black
I can't get out
And demons are clawing at my back

Why do you think I'm here?
Why do you think I'm crying?
Where the hell are you?
Can't you stop lying?

I'm sick of these voices
Stuck inside my head
Telling me to kill myself
And be with them, dead

Please someone get me out of here
Remove me from this place
I'm staring into thin air
And can only see your face

I'm sick of hearing people
Screaming and saying their in pain
I don't understand
Am I crazy or am I sane?

I'm sick of all this hurting
I'm tired of living my life
I don't want any more scars
From cutting myself with a knife

I feel like
Half my soul isn't there
I don't understand
It isn't fair

It's my entire fault
I need you with me
I'm so sorry, forgive me
My beautiful baby

I need you in my life
But your love is what I lack
And no matter how hard I try
I can never go back.