Reality

Who is this person
Looking back at me?
This isn't how
I wanted to be

Behind the make-up
Secrets lie
Behind my smile
I softly cry

I call myself an angel
This angel is lying
Inside her heart
Slowly dying

I want to stop
Hurting everyone
Because I'm hurting my friends
And in the end I'll have none

Thank you god
For this gift from above
A guy I like
And may even love

I want to be the girl
Of his dreams
To stop being heartless
As it may seem

I want to see the girl
He wants me to be
And look a little closer
To find the real me!