Taking over me

I don't know
What I'm doing anymore
I went the wrong way
Through the wrong door

The path I've chosen
Is not right for me
It's confusing and painful
It's hurting me

I have tried
To walk away
But I get sucked back in
And decide to stay

Sometimes I'm happy
But mostly I'm not
I feel like I'm dead
And have been left to rot

I honestly prefer
To feel this way
Then to be alone
And afraid

I'm so scared
Of what I might do
To hurt myself
Or even you

To be the person
I used to be
I don't want to be that girl
But she's taking over me!