Slowly dying

I never thought
I would hurt this much
Missing you so
Missing your touch.

I never should
Have told you goodbye
Because I can not get you back
God I want to die!

I wish this was a dream
That could end soon enough
Everything would be fine
And life would not be so tough.

I never thought I could imagine
My existence without you
And now that I'm without you
I don't know what to do.

I know I should not
Dwell on what used to be
But I'm in so much agony
It's killing me slowly!