Just the Thought

by Tripp   Aug 25, 2006


A little dark and macabre for a love poem..but it's all true. I had a major fvcking scare tonight...I was flooded with emotions, and I'm still not sure what's going down. Just know this comes from my heart.

Just the thought of losing you tears me apart
I already picture myself on the mortician's cart
pushed through halls filled with my dead brothers
there's a hole in my heart, unfillable by others

You're embedded in my life, and all my thoughts
on those lonely and bad days, you're all I've got
when our arms and lips meet, angels sing
I'm an agnostic, but still happiness this brings

I love you Becky, with all of my heart
the thought of losing you tears me apart
I'd give my entire world and more for you
just to say, my love for you is real and true

Living without you will be impossible
and death without you would be very possible
sloppy mistakes, and bad decisions
I'm contemplating razor blade incisions

Slash my wrists and drown in my own blood
cock the trigger and pull, but it's a dud
thinking of you pulls me back from death
it pushes me to take breath after breath

When I feel like I've lost all, I think of you
and the best feeling is knowing you love me too
I'll never forget you, in all of my existence
and against death and suicide, you're my resistance

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  • 18 years ago

    by ellewen

    That is some very strong emotiotions. But it made me cry bc I know some one who shot himself in the head, and that is what it reminds me of, because he did it because of the loss of a relationship. I like your rhyme in this poem especially tho. As a whole your poems are definately the ones that get me thinking apart from the others I have read. and thats a good thing

  • 18 years ago

    by ellewen

    That is some very strong emotiotions. But it made me cry bc I know some one who shot himself in the head, and that is what it reminds me of, because he did it because of the loss of a relationship. I like your rhyme in this poem especially tho. As a whole your poems are definately the ones that get me thinking apart from the others I have read. and thats a good thing

  • 18 years ago

    by Raychel

    U fuxking cut urself, i kill u. end of story. u have ur little alcohol stories, and i can tell u right here and now if u start that s hit i kill u.
    neways, what happened with becky?
    tell meh!. lol. but this is rlly good, and i do wanna hear all abouts it. if im not on aim when u are or something, feel free to message me on myspace.

  • 18 years ago

    by myshiningstar14

    Ammazing...wow. I can't get enoigh your work is so wonderful...alwasy fresh and always new styles....great jobb once again.

    lissa

  • 18 years ago

    by Samantha

    It's really cool how you actually kept up the rhyme, I wasn't sure you'd be able to do it but you did it well. lol Like you said this is obviously a very heartfelt poem. Becky's very lucky, lol.

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