To the boy i first loved.

To the boy I first loved;

Today you asked the question
Followed by my hardest confession
You know I hate to deceive you
Of the truth that you deserve
But even the biggest lie
Would be easier to admit to you.
I try to avoid the question
Thinking of the easiest way to answer
But my heart knows the truth
Though I fear itll break you
I ultimately reply to your query
Panic pulsing through my veins
Because you use to be the one
I imagined this experience with.
Dont misapprehend my feelings
I dont regret what happened,
But this by far is the hardest answer
To reply to my first love.