Why don't I trust you?
Should I tell you again?
Lets See,
I remember...
I think I was ten.
Some nights I slept heavy,
Other nights, just toss and turn
Suddenly, I see him.
That creep.
Why couldn't I just learn?
The first time it happened,
I didn't know what to think.
Couldn't scream, or cry
All I did was just blink.
And that quick,
It was over.
Why did he do this to me?
He took me into his home...
With all open arms,
How could I have known?
He would be the one to cause harm?
Now I am older,
Have the love, I never did.
And I feel so bad, I hate you!
Because of what he did.
You try to get close to me,
And all I do, Is shake.
Somtimes I wonder...
When you'll quit trying.
How much you will take.
