The furthest fall

Another night,
alone at home,
another night,
and my emotions have shown,

another cut,
and another tear,
as i bleed out,
my worst fear,

I dont know what happened,
i used to be so strong,
i used to be the person,
evey-one could lean on,

But you all watched,
as i drifted away from you,
every-one to busy with their lives,
to even try and pull me through,

Soon everything took a wrong turn,
and i fell down a bottemless pit,
and a few years later,
it was rock bottem i hit

And now i\'ve fallen,
the furthest i can fall,
and i just cant fall,
anymore