Far away
a distant chill
Icy cold
she's standing still
Contemplating
how she feels
she tries to say
it wasn't real
to herself
she lies again
afraid that she
will lose her friends
that don't know who
she really is
So guilt is all
she feels within
awkward silence
where to start
She's loving
from a lying heart
destined to
feel far away
love again
another day
cursed inside
to hide behind
a smile so fake
an easy find