Over for now

I wanna trust you on this,
I wanna believe you,
But I don’t
I wish we still were strangers.
I wish I could leave you behind.
I wanna forget,
But in all my darkness I know that I can’t leave you behind.
You will always be a part of me and I can never forget.

I fell a tear when I think of you,
This is too hard for me, I love you,
But this is too hard, my limit is reached.

A minute has passed since the last time I thought about you,
And I feel a new tear coming.
You know me quite well ,but my mind you can’t read.

It’s time for me to let you go.
I’ve hold on to you too long.
Don’t say you will miss me, because it hurts.
Don’t tell me you care, because I can’t take more of this.
Life has always been against me, please go away and forget.

I’m not a fighter when it comes to this.
I only wanna give up and live like all the other times.
Is there any reason for me to stay?
Can I find what I search with you?

I loved you and I always will.
Our friendship will always live,
But we can’t keep going now