What could of been

Why didn't they not understand,
all i wanted was to be alone,
away from the world,
just sitting by myself at home.

i really needed to think,
just thinking was all i could do,
with a few tears thrown in,
because i couldn't decide whether it was me or you,

i couldnt speak a word,
thats what really anoyyed me,
you acted so normal,
there were problems you couldn't see.

i wanted to scream,
at the top of my voice,
but i had to keep it quiet,
i really didn't have a choice.

so know i wonder,
what could of been,
we could of been great,
but thats a thing that couldn't be seen.