Just Doesn't Make Any Sense

Girl we are over I know without a doubt
and the way this makes me feel I just cannot hide
when you left it's like you ripped my heart out
and this was easy for you because I let you inside

Even though I know that you are gone
I still find myself thinking about you day and night
It's just so hard for me to move on
even though I try with all of my might

I don't understand where it could have went wrong
we both were in love after a few weeks
I even wrote you a whole song
and you wrote enough about me to fill a few sheets

When you first saw me you could not help but to blush
I know me and you felt the same magic
when we first touched I felt such an adrenaline rush
knowing I can never feel that again is so tragic

At times we stayed up all night talking on the phone
I would smile because all of the laughs we would share
Now I find myself sad and alone
even though you assured me you would always be there
if you were lying I wish I would have known
instead of you choosing a random time to disappear

I know now that you are just like other girls from what occurred
I was just a fool for thinking you were special and unique
I don't think what you put me through is what I deserve
you won't even take time out for us to speak

Maybe I do deserve it for letting you get past my armor
or maybe you're just good at causing confusion
maybe this happened to me because of bad karma
I just wish it didn't happen and was just a nightmare or an illusion

You were supposed to be my princess and I would be your prince
together until the end that's how we planned it
now that we are over it just does not make any sense
Because I thought you were the only girl for me on this planet

I have so many questions and not even one answer
just enough information to conclude a theory
all this pain is slowly killing me inside like a form of cancer
I'm tired of all this I'm beginning to become weary