Sitting here listen to music. ray j to b exact. one of my favorite songs on there "Melody" Doing Wat i usually do when i listen to DAT song. thinking bout u.i don't know y but that song reminds me of u.know-n DAT u r nowhere near me drives me crazy. i think about u everyday. now its like everything i do now reminds me of u. don't ask y because the answer is i don't know as always. i hate when that stuff happens. i still wanna cry but i kinda gotta keep them tears in yeah i know imma big baby. i told u DAT. nothing is exciting anymore. i decide to smile every now and then but after go back 2 the way i was b4. yeah i think about u allot. i don't know y but i do. i guess u can say that the day u left everything was real messed up. and now it seems like the days go slower. every minute feels like an hour. time don't even matter 2 me no more. nothing really does i guess since the last day of school i really didn't care about anything. u should know y. if u don't then i guess ill just tell u later but thats only if u wanna know. but nothing really matters. not even me really and u know DAT i gotta b real messed up n side if i say southing like that. and i guess its like this because of depression!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
