Without You

You were crowding me out
I needed my space
I pushed you aside
Into second place

You left me alone
And now I can breathe
There's time in life
That is all for me

But now that you're gone
I feel all alone
I had no idea
It would hurt when you'd go

I'm dying inside
I need you still
But you're long gone
And life's lost it's thrill

I got you back
For a short while
But you were ill
And died with a smile

I'm losing my mind
I miss you more
I just got you back
But you're gone like before

And now that you're gone
I feel all alone
I had no idea
It'd hurt this much when you'd go

I'm dying inside
I need you still
But you're long gone
And life's lost it's thrill

But I know you
And what you would say
So I push myself
To get on with my days

And even though
I still think of you
I'm learning to live
And how to really pull through