The tug of war
ripping me into
two different people
rational and irrational
The mental games
I play with myself
as I forcefully fight
the other side of me
that's telling me
I'll never be anything but this
A war I have fought my whole life
A war of calm vs. panic
A war of breath vs. suffocation
And my war
where no blood was shed
no swords were drawn
in the end
it was just as long
