My life

What we had was ours.
its was nothing normal.
now i cant even look at you with him in your arms.
i thought best friends was suppose to be forever.
but i guess not.
you say it wasnt your fault,
but i dont believe a word you say anymore.
we were like sisters,
but now we are nothing
i am cant even say your someone i look at.
you took my heart and made two.
i thought you are only suppose to have one?
but iahve two not because of me but because of you and him.
you knew we were dating,
you knew i loved him and he said he loved me two then you can into the picture.
and now theres no picture of us.
only of what we lost...
i thought our friendship was forever but it wasnt...
you made me who i was now i only want to be me!!!
look at what you have done!!!
it was ur fault i took the razor and started to cutt...
i just watched my blood dtrop onto the ice cold floor,
i felt my hands go cold..
i felt my legs go down.
i looked at myself on the gorund and wanted to die...
i took that razor one more time and prayed to god to forgive me,
and i looked at his and ur picture one more time,
then took my life!!!
it was really easy i finally came to far to stop and ended up taking my own life over my best friend having sex with my boyfriend on 4 years!

i wasnt thinking i just wanted the pain to be gone forever and i finally found a way

its name was\" the razor\"