A Mere Memory

I long for our love that we once had,
But the more I think about it, it just makes me mad.

It kills me inside to hear your name,
It hurts to know just what youve became.

The way you call and its not you on the other end,
But then I hear your new girl instead.

I guess I mean that much after two years,
I wish I didnt cry because youre not worth my tears.

Youre nothing more than a mere memory,
Something in my lifes history.

I still cant get you out of my head,
Youre still there every time I try to move ahead.

They say time heals everything,
It takes a lot of time, they werent kidding.

In my eyes you were my shining star,
But now in my heart youre just a scar.

It still hasnt healed just yet,
Its something I will never forget.

They way you used to look at me
When we touched you would start trembling.

Now when we pass you look the other way,
As if what we had means nothing to you today.

Im reminded of you when I smell that September air,
It takes me back to the first kiss we shared.

All these memories come to my mind,
The way your love used to make me blind.

But someday I will forget you,
And maybe someday ill pull through

But until then ill long for the love that we once had,
But then again the more I think about it, it just makes me mad.