Pain

My life is all a big pain, i just want to die, leave this fu**ed up place, i want to be in piece, but how can i if i am being tortured, if i am being BSed every day by the ppl that i love, what can i do? how can i live through this pain? how can i survive this pain? how can i go through? I'll tell you how, I'll end my life thats how, i will slit my veins and bleed to death, or i will shoot my self, i don't care how i do it as long as i don't feel pain.