Empty soul

Hes left me alone to cry at night
he left my by myself to fight my own fights
i screamed for help but no one heard
i guess i got everything i deserved

i pushed out the pain
or at least tried to
but how can i after all i went though
it just to easy
just to be me

i know now that this is who i really am
and i cant change that
even if i tried
even if i wanted to i still cant die

I'm a ruined soul
a person no longer whole
I'm a black spirit
the voices are all that can hear it
they here my cries

and laugh at my desires

desires to be free
away from this evil purity
I'm trapt in this community

my heart was locked
away from the pureness
of the good souls
with out him here
I'm just an empty soul

crying for someone to hep me