Shadow is back,
Its messing with my head
Best of best friends
One day of lust
And now shes blended
Smelting to that wall
I guess Ill see her soon
In our new life
But how different will it get?
Will we ever be as close?
As those nights
Those days
Five years in the past
Return?
Or are they lost forever
Do I get that best friend?
The one I missed and dreamed of
The one I knew always would return
That memory in the back of my head
Perhaps its just a memory
One that kept me going
The thought that one day
One day,
She would return
Long nights on the sofa
Familiar face and secrets
Secrets, hopes, and that pillow talk
That talk never experienced with anyone else
That openness for which I long
No kin, no peers could share
One day to share
Some future with someone close
But for a true friend I long
For the moment
When I cant share my pillow with anyone else
I wish for my best friend
And wonder
If she really is back
And if shell ever be back at all. . .
