She watches sad movies
just for a reason to cry
she couldn't make them happy
no matter how she tried
she always gave her happiness
for the joy of a friend
but this is the last time
this is the end.
shes over the fakness of smiling everyday
she wanted to let go and have it her own way
her best friend didnt even ask if she was okay
that's the thing that hurt the most
the "best friend" who betrayed
she didn't mind then
so why should she now?
it's not like things will change
she wants them to but she doesn't know how
her father has no idea
her mother is blind to it all
so where could she turn to?
who could she call?
she feels like an outcast
as if she doesn't belong
if family was always there for you
how could her's be wrong?