Insane... to my mother

So you ask me,
What I need in my life?
I need a mother to see...
And to help make my life alright...

When days are hard...
And I do nothing but cry!
Even if it catches her off guard,
I want her to still ask why!

When I can't stop smiling,
I want her to smile with me too.
When my face keeps shining,
I want to hear "I'm so happy for you"!!!

When I want to give in,
When I'm unable to stand...
Show me where to begin!
Give me your loving hand!

You have no idea at all
How much you've hurt me!
All the nights I would call
You would hang up purposely!

You kicked me out,
for no reason at all...
You had to shout,
Or throw me into a wall...

Alls i ever needed
Was a mother to say "I love you"!
Then look how i get treated...
All of the sh.it you put me through!

If you never wanted me
You should've stayed away!
You don't know how to be
When you're the one making things not ok!

The tears fall constantly!!!
The heart beats in pain!!!
And, me speaking honestly...
I think you're completely insane!!