Memory, Forgotten

I don't want to be a memory, forgotten,
without you my soul is rotten.
When you got mad and said farewell,
my heart sank away into hell.

When your love for me you denied
a part inside of me died.
A little more of my heart falls away everyday,
with every word you never say.

You came to me in the night
and you seemed to make my life so bright.
But then you took your love away
So I think I'll say good-bye to life today.

Today I give up, I'll make it short and sweet,
pull the trigger so my heart won't beat.
Or I'll take the razor and make it last,
say good-bye to my painful past.

I don't wanna be a memory, forgotten,
with out you my soul is rotten.
Today I gave up and said good-bye to our love,
now I watch over you with the angels above.

***I will never kill myself and I know it's not the answer, but sometimes I feel this way...and right now is one of those times.