You can find me on the corner on rainy days

I'm not going to break down and cry
Or cut myself for you
But if you still want me
You will have to change
But for now we are through
You may be the first, but not the last
To say you love me
It's tough, but my love for you stays
So if you change
You can find me on the corner on rainy days

I don't regret it though
You always told me I didn't need makeup,
Or have to straighten my hair
But since you probably told that to the other girls
Now I really don't care
And when I fell down, you just looked away
Were you ashamed of me?
It's tough, but my love for you stays
So if you change
You can find me on the corner on rainy days

I'll admit, I enjoyed the long romantic walk
And those dirty little talks
But I bet they did too
And whenever my phone has a missed call
I don't put my hopes up, I know its not you
We have so much in common, but I know I'm not a sister to you
So whats your deal, cause there is nothing wrong with me
It's tough, but my love for you stays
So if you change
You can find me on the corner on rainy days

(My ex boyfriend was a total jerk to me on our second month anniversary and then it continued. I don't know what his deal is, but I sill love him somehow like, there is still the same boy I met deep down. And every time it rains, I always stand out in the corner of his street when it rains hoping he would remember us. I know it's pitiful for me to do that I but I have hope, very little, but I have it.)