The memories of university,
has been plaque by your true love,
a love for me that was,
never meant to be,
so that's how it ended,
apart as i predicted,
but i see through your eyes,
deep into your heart,
there beneath your strong countenance,
lies a hurt little girl,
who re enacts memories of the past,
a past spent with me,
but i can not reciprocate such love,
for i fear to hurt you,
and i fear even more to hurt myself,
for i am selfish,
can't you see,
i need a love that would bring out,
the selflessness in me,
but you can't do that,
when all you care about is me,
you made me think of myself,
more and more,
each time im with you,
its like i try so hard to care about,
things that were more important than me,
but i can't when im with you,
and so it ended our relationship,
it was hard for me to describe to you,
back then i just didn't have the articulation to mutter those words,
all i said was that you were nice,
but we cant' be because it is not right,
but now even if i had the chance to go back and to relive everything again,
to make another choice,
regretfully that decisions that i would have made,
would not have been different to the decisions i have made,
so my love, sorry,
sorry is the only word i can say to you,
and i sincerely hope deep in,
that you find another guy more,
worthy of your untainted love than I
As for me i can assure you,
i have already moved on,
3 years ago when we parted,
and my only worry now is that,
after 3 years,
you still weren't able to move on
and let go of me because
we were never meant to be.
