Dark Clouds Of Winter

~For Heart Breaker~

I am bitter
Against these dark clouds of winter
Sublime, you hide from the cause that I am
Determined to find the beginning of your stupid sham

Misunderstood by the person who I long for
Distrusting all the times you said you will never leave me anymore
Tears streaming when doubt clouds
Hiding behind all that bounds

I am bitter
Against these dark clouds of winter
Burdened because you wont let me see
And now the tears are breaking free

Inverted by the decision shouted into the night
Bringing all things that where once oh so bright
Can't handle the reasons anymore, or the cause
Determined to live through this pause

I am bitter
Against these dark clouds of winter
Trapped in nightmares of infliction
Frightened into conviction

I write words across screen for you to capture
Unstudied, your eyes that rapture
Riddled with confusion over dramatic turns
With this longing heart that burns

I am bitter
Against these dark clouds of winter
Grounds of death in time
Lost against the morning's crime

Undecided decision to scream or forget
Bemused by the reasons you tell I must regret
Fragments of memories, shattered by lose of hope
Bemusement lost for compatibility to cope

I am bitter
Against these dark clouds of winter
Total loss of inspiration
Deprived of devotion

Daunting to find a reason to die
Hinder the reasons I now cannot cry
Destroyed amongst the lies of today
Nothing is left for contribution to say

I am bitter
Against these dark clouds of winter
Gather around the dark nights of morn
And watch the emptiness that appears at our dawn