I Never, I Still

I can't sleep
But I can't really say why
I'm not suppose to love you
But somehow I regret I said goodbye

I said I never loved before
That's yet another lie
In fact I was quite a boy hunter
And over misread crushes I used to cry

But I was never really an Angel
I quit class and smoke I did to
Used to hang with the Cleavage girls
Who's favorite sentence was 'ew'

But mistakes decorated my wrists
It wore the skin out to weak
And shattered me into what I am today
To many hair dyes and a life so f**king bleak

So the truth is that I'm Broken
From many years ago
Dear reader, do you think he came back to me?
Do you think the ending is so?

No, cause its to late now
Into the arms of another he'd fled
And my hurt came pouring down my cheeks
Along with the things I wished I said