The rain is washing my tears
For me everyone fears
For a second it seemed the sun wont ever appear
And for this moment I wish to disappear
No one will understand me
And why I dont want to be
I wish I would have understood
At least that would cheer up my mood
Its all your fault! You were suppose to be the adult
You shouldn't have leaved me like this
Even with no kiss
Some days I wish to be with you
I still cant believe its true
Kids ask me where is my mom?
I knew this day would come
But it happened all so fast
I capture all the memories, the last
I remember your smell
And the perfume that the guys from fell
C-ca, I am sorry I can say it
Let me a second to sit
Cancer, there it is, the enemy
That killed my family
Dad is crying a lot
Memory is the only this he has got
I am all alone,
With no friends, none
Crying like a kid
I remember you telling me, cry if you need
You are still a big boy,
Now I understand, life is not a toy
You are not proud of me, I know
But I cane help the sorrow
My grades are going down,
I am turning into the class clown
I am crying day and night
And wishing the enemy to fight
Dad said, we are all going to meet someday
I remember him calling it heaven, for say
But when or where I do not know
But dad also told me, that all of us he saw
In heaven, happy all together
Everything was covered in feather
I wish heaven would be soon
Dad told me, its up there near the moon
First, the enemy will have to die
It killed my mom, and its not a lie
Itâ??s the bad reality
For me everyone feel pity
But they should not
Because for the rest of my life I will do a lot
The enemy will be dead
And then, to heaven we will all be lead
