Days they last so long then night finally falls.
staring at my phone wondering if i should call.
sitting there the pains finally setting in.
where did this all end?
i don't think I'm ready to let this go.
as I'm hearing my heart telling me no
how do you let your loves desire just walk away?
how do you tell all your words speechless to say
how do you undo all those tears you've cried?
how do you replay all the times you've tried
shutting me out from it all
unknowing why as i fall
night falls on top of me
as i sit there watching you leave
crashing into the dirt
never knowing that it would hurt
pieces broken into a lie of pain
wishing but knowing it could never be the same
missing everything about you
your smile was everything that helped me through
i don't know how I'm suppost to feel
was any of it even real?
now only relying on time
seeing you with another hand remembering that you were once mine
but nothing i can do now but try and get over it
even in the end it was all worth it
still not sure if I'm ready to let you go
but as soon as i find out ill let you know
because someone ripped my heart out of me.
and left me here to bleed.....
so as soon as i recover from my fall
ill let you know if i can still feel at all
